Of course, another possibility is that you don't want to consider the insight I've already provided "valuable" because it wasn't in agreement with what you wanted to hear...and your REACTION...has been to ascribe all of the things to me that you've just said in an effort to deflect attention away from the fact that you simply didn't understand (or want to accept) my answers to your questions.
The answers to the questions you keep repeating are still there, you just don't like them because they've resulted in this thread illustrating that it's actually you who has the various "deficiencies" you've just described.
So call me a troll if it makes you feel better, but someone who was trolling you would have never given you ANY answers to your questions, and the fact of the matter is that I have.