Tone,
I'm sorry to hear about your loss. We lost Andy's mom to cancer 5 years ago. The loss was almost unbearable to me (she was like my mom, and I still miss her daily). The one thought that got me through, was knowing that when I leave this earth, she'll be there reaching for me from heaven.

May Gods grace shine upon you, and I'll be praying for you and your family.

Deb