Sorry I didn't express myself clearly (English is not my first language, I didn't quite get the grip of what "high" means here ). I wasn't on drugs or alcohol or anything like that. Last night I was just playing too hard and got a little bit too excited.

It was stupid because if I were drunk or something alike, this accident would've been "justified", but it happened out of nothing. Just for one moment my brain was functioning normally and thought VX could easily handle that -- and boom!