Nobody has wrecked VXs as much as I have, and I know how it feels, heh. I actually felt undeserving to drive one, but, in the long run, your love for it will slowly make you begin to change driving habits. I have gone from an insanely aggressive driver, to an elderly Sunday driver. Hang in there Proton. You'll be good to go in no time.

Just to make ya feel better, $5k is nothing compared to what all I have done to my VXs.