A big thank you to all the guys and gals that responded above.
Support from family and friends is the biggest healer at times like this.

Christine and I are looking after our little grandson Sebastian (3 1/2 yrs) about 2 -3 days a week and helping our son in law all we can.
Things are starting to fall into place and we will pull through.
It is amazing how clear your thought processes become when sitting in the tatto artists chair for over 3 hours.
I felt about 10 foot tall after I walked out of there.

No Moab this year, family still needs me here, but watch out next year.

Thanks to everyone.

PK