I remember you said you were a vet. As a kid, I always wanted to be vet...until we put the first cat to sleep....said, nope, can't do that...I cry at the drop of a hat. Interesting story...last year we took our dog in for something minor. Our female vet came in room and was crying, and kept apologizing but she'd just had to put down a favorite client's cat....it was so touching, I felt bad for her because she was trying to be professional.